When I became single it was tough at first, obviously. Which was one of my first painful and traumatic experiences. However when I got through it and saw the light it was the best thing that ever happened to me in the end. I then went on to meet Charlotte a truly lovely friend who I feel so blessed to meet. I would like to thank her for being there for me and helping me towards my spiritual path. Thank you for being the light to my road that was before dark. She will always be special to me! Also I would like to say thanks to my guides/angels and spirits for helping me meet her.

We then went out together shopping etc and became close friends. We went to Isis Crystals in St Albans together for Monday night talks. We had some great and inspirational talks there, the odd one not so. One Monday night was inspirational as it has kind of become a big part of my life and will be truly remembered. This lady did a talk on the author and speaker Louise L Hay. Unfortunately I can not remember the name of lady who gave the talk, but I remember the talk the books, the affirmation cards, the quote the lady left me which I have still got we also got a small glass heart which I have still got! She sang a positive loving song at the end which at the time I found a bit weird as we were all supposed to sing positive things to ourselves which I found slightly hard but inspiring.

However a few days later I brought the book and truly it is a fantastic book, phenomenal she is amazing and inspirational lady. The book title is You Can Heal Your Life by Louise L Hay I then went on to get You Can Do It and sets of the affirmation cards. She is a firm believer in affirmations and how important they are. How they shaped and changed her life for the better. As I was reading the book I really wanted to meet this inspiring woman I felt that it would be wonderful if I could get the chance to meet her.
Well a year or two later I finally got the chance. I noticed on her publishing company Hay House they were advertising a screening of her Movie You Can Heal Your Life. I really wanted to go. I had my heart set on it. It was April 2007 she was coming to London I couldn’t believe it! I thought she was such a busy a lady and she is usually in America that I doubt she’d ever come to the UK. How wrong I was. I told my boyfriend my friends and family asking them all to come along to meet this amazing woman! When we got there, there was a queue all waiting to meet her!
I saw her in the flesh and was awe. You could feel her loving presence and warmth it brought a tear to my eye.

She had been through some very tough times; beening abused as a child, divorce to her husband and she survived cancer with her mind through affirmations, holistic and spiritual healing. She knew the mind is a powerful gift. Her book You Can Heal Your Life became an international bestseller and sold over 30 Million copies world wide. She taught classes for many years and helped people with aids. Taught people how to love themselves. How to look in the mirror and say “I love you! I truly love you!”  She wanted to share with the world what she knew and how it worked for her glourious life. That I feel I want to share with you how wonderful and inspiring she is.

So I was queing up we got given a copy of You Can Heal Your Life I then got her autograph! I recieved this piece of card that reads “Whenever there is a problem… repeat over and over: “All is well. Everything is working out for my highest good. Out of this situation only good will come. I am Safe!” and she turned it over and wrote on the back “Love Heals! Louise Hay” It sure has worked miracles in my life, whenever I use it. I then had a photo with and standing next to felt lovely and then I was allowed another photo with my boyfriend in it too as she insisted!

We then were offered champagne and canapes. Next we were then told go inside to the auditorium and take a seat. I met this lady next to me who came from cambridge and we loved cambridge we had been looking into moving there. She said “Its a lovely place, great for children, good schools, good if you like cycling too! it’s just a beautiful city.”

Then Louise Hay came in and came to the front and did a slight speech and said “Thank you for coming.” The presence again was so loving and overwhelming. The movie was then played which was so good. My boyfriend sat next to me and then my mum. We got given copies of the dvd on the way out and offered to give a donation. As we were walking out the cinema Amazing Grace was played it was beautifully sung and it sure was amazing grace. Thank you everyone who gave me the chance to meet her. Love, Light & Blessings. Shame that others couldn’t be there.

The media can have a big affect on us how we feel we have to look a certain way all groomed, gorgeous and immaculate! Many of us feel we have to be a certain size, shape, and some can sadly feel that they don’t fit in if they don’t have these. It is wrong you are unique, completely individual. Beautiful and special. Many people feel that they have to under surgery to feel better this is not always the case its in the mind and the media can influence that however we take our own view and our own opinions.

Technology has advanced in so many ways the many gadgets and things we have to enhance our lives. Many of us have a continuous use of the computer/laptop and the web. The future is ever changing and things have improved in this way a great deal to the dark ages and many years ago.

However how man survived was out in the open with nature hunting for food for his family and he may have worked very hard to hunt for food, kill it and cook it. He didn’t think about the things we think about today the thoughts and worries that concern us today in the 21st century.

I feel that a lot people are losing that escapism with mundane life, the contact with the Divine with God/spirit our true-selves our energy our being, our essence. A great way to connect with it is to meditate or going to Meditation class if you don’t know how to meditate. Hypnotherapy can also be a great way, NLP, Healing, Reiki, a Mind Body Soul talk, reading or taking up hobbies such as music dance or drama. There many other ways a to connect such as holidays or spiritual retreats. Sometimes we need to switch off from things. To be still and quiet, to escape, to relax. Many of may of us find it so hard to relax these days.  Some of us don’t know how to relax unfortunately. There could be afctors behing us being able to relax. Stress effects us, our health and our sleep. We need some amounts of stress, however too much can cause us burn out and make us very ill. Anxiety, depression, low self-esteem and confidence can also affect us and make us feel low and can affect our health and our lives physically, emotionally sometimes spiritually and mentally.

I feel very blessed and grateful for life, being able to help people and to share my life with some amazing people whom I have met, I have now for a long time felt that I have a guardian angel or spirit guide possibly both and I wanted to share with you my journey and in sites facts and information I have found wonderfully inspiring.

I believe that “we are spiritual beings having a human experience.” As Wayne Dyer quotes.

I also believe we all come from spirit. We are matter and energy beings. Matter is energy at its slowest vibrational frequency. The slower the vibration, the denser the object will be; the fast the more translucent. Science has has explained this to us admirably over past years. It also has an explanation for many other things in the universe that we see, yet much more exists that we can’t. Only now is science even willing to acknowledge that there is indeed an underlying intelligence that governs and operates through the plant we live upon. Science has explained the how of the universe, but cannot yet explain the why. We are as much in the dark today as our ancestors and theirs before them, and we still don’t understand our true connection to this planet that gives us life.

Our experiences past, present and future shape us, shape our character, personality and who we are. Who we have become today. I was debating whether to talk about my past however I have nothing to hide, I feel that it would be starting point. Why are we so afraid or fearful? Marianne Williamson makes a fantastic quote which I believe is very true! “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.  It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

We are brought up in world that can be so structured and different  for so many of us meaning that we all have our own individual life experience and we all take our own meaning to it depending on the parenting we received. Which can have a big affect on shaping our personality and who we become. Our childhood can be a very important time. The conditioning we received the words we received positive and negative can influence our lives.

I have been through some tough times and difficult experiences, as have many of us. I have always searched for true love, for a destiny in my career and life. We all would love to have wonderful life filled with as many wonderful experiences as possible. To know where we are going to know where we are heading. But in reality do all of us really know where we are headed many of us do however some of don’t we are clouded by negative influences be it negative self-esteem that some of us may have that is weighing us down and slowing our progress. The current 21st century can have a big impact on us our stress levels and the way we live our lives.